Oh, the things that have happened...

Congratulations on your grandparents. Enjoy them. I don't have any anymore. I hate you.

So a few things have happened lately. I had a meeting with Mr. Director Man yesterday, and he told me, "Great news! We have Cate Blanchett!." And I was all, "Great, so what does this mean?" And he said that made him believe he should be able to get a cast that will fund a movie and starting pre-production in January of next year after his baby is born and alive for a little bit.

Then I asked, "Okay, so............me?" And he said, "Well, it's just a matter of getting you to where we're shooting," "That's fine, I just need to get my expenses paid for..." "Oh, you'll be on salary. It's also a matter of which position you would find most interesting." Then he listed the jobs I can chose from ranging from his assistant to the Set PA, to whatever, and then I was all, "What about now?" And he said he finished the first draft of what I'm doing, will do a re-write, will go to me for the next draft if I want to do it. And I was all, "well, you know I'm really committed to this, I just don't want other opportunity to pass me by..."

So basically it means I have the summer free and November/December or something to start doing shit that's hopefully paid that hopefully leads to me being on a fucking movie set. I'm happy I got it all out in the open because now all my questions are cleared up.

Now the question is Amy's bread...The Dungeon is still very up and down (now we're wondering if I look "too intimidating" in my pics), but today I was told I had to remove my nail polish. I told her I couldn't, and she gave me a speech about how I have to meet "mid ground," and I just smiled and nodded, and decided my last day is July 3rd.

This is very scary for me because I'm going into the uncertain. I still truly believe I will start to find my grove at the dungeon, and it will work out, but I could be fucked. That being said, I'm committing myself to living life again. That being said...

I WANT TO VISIT YOU ONE WEEKEND IN JULY!!!! What's your schedule like? Are you M-F 9-5? Let's figure this out. I want to see you again!

Love,

Pam spanks