LIFE!

Oh, Megan, I am so confused about everything right now. I'm a dominatrix who works three days at a bakery who has interned for the same film director for over a year. Last time we met, he said, "Oh, we might be filming in New Orleans, fyi..." and then at the end of the meeting he said, "So if you happen to be in New Orleans, you should be on set." And I was like:

What the fuck does that mean??????????????

For serious. If this fucker thinks that I gave a year of my life to him to intern for a movie set if I "happen" to be in the same location, Im gonna stick my foot up his ass, so that he chokes on it. Seriously. And now he's in Africa for two weeks making sure his pregnant wife doesn't get malaria.

I have no idea what to make of all this. It's very frustrating. It's definitely time to have another, "why am I still here?" talk. Usually he's been very, "then you'll be on set..." but now I've had enough bullshit. If this thing is happening, where am I going? I refuse to be an unpaid intern. How the fuck would he expect me to shadow him 80 hours a week and not get paid? Fuck him. FUCK HIM!

Of course this is all speculation...who knows what he meant, but it doesn't look positive in my opinion, and I'm scared I'm going to have to move on.

How are you?

You're a Tool, Pamela

You're a tool.

Hello Pam

Right now I'm talking to you on the phone.

I'm a better friend because I updated first.




-Megan

SORRY

So sorry, I had to run to class.

To answer your question, yes, she was soooooooo hot. I will call you to tell you all about it. She was a graduated Bard student, former dance major. I actually worship her.

Now I must sleep

You Crazy Kid

How dare you leave me hanging with that text message?

Anyway, so Monday I quit my job at the theater...and it wasn't even a bad job..I'm just really busy and I'm terrible at building things. So I felt really bad because my boss gave me this lecture about how he was depending on me, and how he was getting short on people (which I didn't know, or I probably wouldn't have quit), but then I had said all this stuff and I couldn't just take it back. So I'm still working this week to make up for being a jerk.

Why am I a terrible person?

Ugh whatev. I'll get over it. I'm actually in a kind of positive mindset now that some of my exams are over and I had a meeting with my dean about my major. So, things are better.

Call me sometime to tell me about your dabble in my world!

Hahaha that was a retarded sentence.

The end.

-Megan

Today I realized I forgot about my Mom's birthday that happened two weeks ago. I have no idea how that happened, but I felt sooooo bad. They came to watch me in the dance shows this weekend. It's been fun. We have one more show tomorrow.

This girl who is in a piece with me watched the Pirate with me Friday night, then I went to her house five minutes away to make pasta. It was fun. I am making new friends now. My father also told me that my old best friend here and her boyfriend from Pakistan are planning to kill me. He added, "I do not want to bury you. I've worked too hard, and you have too much to live for." I started laughing like crazy, and my mom started threatening that she was never going to speak to him again.

I dream of Gene-ie